Monday, March 08, 2010
Here is a riddle for ya...
yep... its a girl
I wont say that I am disappointed, cause that isn't the right word. I guess I just had this image in my head of two little boys, best friends, playing ball, getting stitches and leaving mud tracks through the house. Constant wrestling and lots of blue stuff. I thought that I would be the princess of the house forever. I love my boys and I love that I am their only girl. But now I am forced to face the facts.. someone is moving in on my territory. someone that will be cuter than me, skinnier than me and someone to steal away daddy's affection. Maybe I was a little disappointed, maybe a little jealous or maybe just not prepared for the shocking news. But it is a girl and I am going to have to like that.
Now instead of a best friend, Kroten will have someone to protect, to care for and to love. Instead of blue I guess I will buy pink. I get to make onsies with ruffles on the butt and yes she will wear homemade headbands with BIG flowers on them. Jared is so excited to paint her little toe nails fire engine red and I can't wait to see the look in his eyes when he holds something so precious. I am going to the store first thing tomorrow and buying some little tiny leg warmers and some girly material. I guess I will have to make room and instead of enjoying my throne, I will have to share it. I will love her, I know I will, I already do, but I just need a second for it all to sink in. THINGS ARE REALLY ABOUT TO CHANGE!!!!
Labels: Pregnancy Please