I am not going to lie. I had a little bit of an anxiety attack this morning. I was not acting like myself. The house is clean the dishes are done the kids rooms are spotless and there was a load of laundry in the washer and the dryer. There was not much left to clean but i felt like it needed to be done. I Felt a little compulsive and manic. so when my sister called at noon and asked if i would Chaperone her and her friends on a day trip to the coast while my dad watched the kids it was a no brainer and a tender mercy from heaven. Now i am sitting on the beach contemplating life with a fire. I love living in Oregon and i love getting away. my life always looks better when sitting on the beach!